Family parties,

I am at my uncles birthday he just turned 51 (I think) and I am in the middle of my finals, so I didn't wanna go

But than I thought his parties use to be fun, always hanging out with my niece, and he cousins.. 

But this year it is different, I got upstairs to say hello to my niece and her brother, and they where playing video games(not that I care they do) but they didn't stopped it, it got worse because her cousins couldn't come so they decided to keep playing video games, and than my little brother came up and he also stared playing video games. 

I know me I am afraid of fighting games and blood and everything and now they keep playing these stupid fighting games where people get killed and everything I just don't like it.. So I am sitting all alone in the corner of the room on my phone which is about to drop dead (low batterie only 4% left) it's like I don't know them anymore and they just can't grow up, so this is going to be a long long long night...     

Sorry I just had I put my feelings out somewhere and this is the only way I can 'say' my feelings without hurting there feelings... 

Bye winter, Hallo spring!!

The temperatures go up, it stays longer light and the flowers come out again. Yes, spring is there finally again. Finally allowed that thick scarf, coat, mittens and sweaters again replaced by the lighter clothes in our closet.
Now it's almost spring again, there are good prospects again. For you I have the positive sides of the spring on a list.

Outdoor sports
The temperatures go up and you can go outside without freezing. You can enjoy again go out running in the hot sun! When it's cold outside I'm not going to sport outside I'll freeze thill death, but now the weather is getting warmer is't way much easier. So put on your running shoes and go outside!

Colours around you
In winter everything but gray, bald and / or white. In spring the flowers bloom again and the sleeves come back on the trees. That makes the world quite a bit more colorful.

Spring Collection
The clothing is fun along with the change of season. Airy tops and colored garments will fill the shops again.

Ice
If you walk outside in the winter with an ice cream in your hands, then you probably looked crazy to be. But, in spring you can again enjoy eating ice cream. Let the ice cream come!

Hooray, a baby!
When you think of spring, then you probably think of little baby animals .The birds lay eggs again fully.

Happy people
If you are outside in the winter people are always what depressed. It's cold and gray outside and that keeps people inside. Now the sun weather gets warmer, you will see that everyone around you will look brighter.

Terraces
If you sit outside, it's always nice when you not a frozen or get changed in to a snowman. In spring it is already warmer and it's also nice to enjoy with your friends / family anywhere in the city to sit down on a terrace. We can enjoy a glass of wine while sitting in the sun!

Justin bieber

so, you’re now 19. crazy how i got to know you back in 2009, when you were just 15, and from the first moment i saw you, i knew you would be huge. the day i first saw you with that floppy hair, supras and a hoodie, i fell for you. for your music, your smile, your cute laugh, i fell for everything in the package.


it’s 2013 and i still fall more and more everday. i couldn’t have asked for a better idol. i know you have messed up a few times, but i’m proud of you for standing up everytime you fall. thank you for everything you have done not only for me, but for every fan of yours out there. you have no idea of how proud i am of you. it’s crazy the things i have done for you. when i grow up i’ll tell my children “when i was your age i did quite silly things for this amazing guy who i never got to know but who meant so much to me”. and you will still mean something to me, because you’re a huge part of my childhood and teenage years, and i’m so glad you’re. i have seen you grow up and become a huge sensation. but to me, you will always be kidrauhl. no matter how many haircuts you get, how many people you date, or how many mistakes you make.
happy birthday justin, i love you.♡

Boeddha

"I am of the nature to grow old.
There is no way to escape growing old.

I am of the nature to have ill-health.
There is no way to escape ill-health.

I am of the nature to die.
There is no way to escape death.

All that is dear to me and everyone I love are the nature to change.
There is no way to escape being separated from them.

My actions are my only true belongings.
I cannot escape the consequences of my actions.
My actions are the ground on which I stand."
--Boeddha

I bet...

If I bet push you away,
I don't really mean to.
When I tell you I don't want to talk about it I' do,
I am just looking for the right words.
Give me a minute, and if I can tell you;
I will.
I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time.
At the moment,
I am working on the radio.
When I get really quit sometimes
it is because I have to much to say
I have thought of too many thing to tell you all at once
And I don't know what to say first,
I get immaturely jealous of anyone
who gets to see you on a daily basis.
I miss you really easily.
But i also like we can be
A P A R T
And we are both okay.
Space is good, Too.
I love the way we love some of the
Same things. And I love how
We love entirely different things.
My head is a complicate pile of thoughts, and fears,
and carving, and dreams,
and this tangles up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, the future.
I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And I am one person and I'm two hands and I'm one
And I love you.
Heart. and I am so glad you are here.

Carmen

Darlin', darlin'
Doesn't have a problem
Lyin' to herself
'Cause her liqour's top shelf
It's alarming honestly
How charming she can be
Telling them she's having fun

She says, "you don't want to
be like me, don't want to see
all the things I've seen"
I'm dyin' , I'm dyin'
She says, "you don't want to
get this way, famous and dumb
at an early age"
Lyin' , I'm lyin

Super beach kids

Woke up this morning on the sand
Still surrounded by my friends
And a bunch of empty soda cans
And something that the tide brought in

Beach love last night
Last night I found
Found my beach wife babe, my beach wife yeah
I surfed at least 3 hours today
And them bottom curves felt so amazing

The Gold Coast life
Me and my chick
We both skate by
This girl's so sick
She's in denim shorts and dirty vans
She's got henna prints all on her hands

- super beach kids by cody simpson